Moments

You know when you have so much to do, but all you wanna do is crawl in bed?? In that moment what usually wins? For me it's the bed. That's the moment I'm in tonight. I need to hang up clothes and stuff but am so tired. Hmmm we'll see :)

I wonder...

So the boys are all into star wars right now. Riley is talking about his names and his dad and moms names. Carson says well I wish my name was Carson Luke Skywalker Christian, then everyone could call me Luke Skywalker...lol! I wonder what they would do if they got older and really and that for a name lol! They make me laugh!!!

Wow time flies...

Well here we are at the end of another year. I can't believe there is only a couple more weeks left of 2011. It seems as though I just had my littlest man and this year just started. But here we are and the baby is one and the other kids are another year older. God has sure been good to us. I am so blessed to have great friends and family. My church is the best around and I am blessed to be a part of it and all the growing.

I hope all of you have a wonderful and safe holiday season!

Mother's Day...

I hope all of you mother's out there had a great day! I had a good day! Went to church, had baby dedication, had lunch cooked by my mom and went back to church! Then after evening service went and ate with Jacob Celeste and her parents am brother! I am really excited about the weekend! Going on a small getaway with Jenn, aunt Cindy, my mom an Celeste in celebration of mother's day! I'm so thankful to have my wonderful mother! God has truly blessed me!

Ok...

Gonna stop posting until I cam figure out what's happening!

days off! But I remember doing that too! My mom would get irritated

I would really like to do some things with them, but that all depen

! Even though their only in school 4 hrs it helps, I think...lol! I

is their last day until May 2nd! Wow that's a lot of time off...lol

Spring break...

Spring break for my kids is almost here! Thursday

Wowsers...

HAVE NO IDEA WHAT HAPPENED THERE!!!

ds in their behavior! I hope they can be good so we can have fun an

is their last day until May 2nd! Wow that's a lot of time off...lol

'm still insane so maybe not! But I could just keep thinking that!

! Even though their only in school 4 hrs it helps, I think...lol! I

Spring break...

Spring break for my kids is almost here! Thursday

Kids... They crack me up...

So today we were walking through Big Lots! Dallas said something that wasn't very nice. (can't remember what now). I told him that Jesus wasn't very happy when he talks like that! He said Jesus isn't here, I said yes He is... He's every where! He said at church? I said yes! Then he asked if He got baptized, I said yes and you should to, he said I did! Thinking he would say on of his brothers I asked by who? He says oh by Thresa... Hahaha lol! All I could do was laugh! I didn't know that Thresa really enforced what she taught...lol!!!

Well I am not liking all this changing weather! It's making everyone in this house sick and grumpy! I just wish it would stay cooler! Maybe like 70's! Not ready for heat like summer! We had pictures done today and they kids drove me crazy! They were playing in the dirt and picking junk up and all kinds of stuff! But Sis Laura is so patient! They seemed like they came out good! I can't wait to see them when they come back! God has blessed me with a beautiful family!

God is good...
There have been so many things that have been happening in life lately! It seems one thing after another! I'm sure everyone experiences that! But through everything going on and the waves of life my mind has been on Jesus! I'm not bragging or trying to be better than anyone else! It's shocking to me in ways to...lol! About a year and a half ago I went through a major trial and it was difficult for me to turn to God! But this time I find myself talking to Him and turning to His word! I think about how He's keeping me and carrying me when I feel I can't walk anymore! It's been life changing! Today Sam and I were talking about his job, which right now is a sore subject! They are changing things around and Sam is loosing business! It's also contract year and with the economy the way it is everyone is scared... But I'm so thankful God has given me a peace! I just know some how some way everything is gonna be just fine! Believe me I'm human and have my faults... But I'm gonna come out and shine brighter than ever! So although I'm not perfect, He is!!! And I know everything is happening for a reason! And some where I'm gonna look back and learn from this!

Stuff...
Well I am just laying here not wanting to get up! The whole house is sweet silence! Something that don't happen often around here...lol! I could just close my eyes and go back to the wonderful world of sleep! But I know that God has something great in store today at church! love to walk into church and feel His presence there! He has blessed me in so many ways I can't count them all! One is my husband! He is awesome! And last night we bought new furniture! So excited! We have been married almost 10 yrs and we've never had to buy furniture because people have always given us nice stuff... But it was really nice going and getting something new! Hopefully my boys don't kill my joy within the first few days and do something to it...lol! So now I'm off to get ready for church and see what's in store there! Have a blessed Sunday!

Life...
So today on the way to take my kids to school I was thinking. (which doesn't come easy...lol). I was thinking how it looks like the sickness is finally leaving my house and other things are falling into place as well! I thought, wow maybe finally life is gonna run smooth for awhile! Then when I pick my kids up from school their teacher hands me a letter and is in tears! I read the letter after I left and they are closing the school! Really?? I mean what am I gonna do! I don't wanna send them to regular public school! And I can't afford Christian school! I hope I can find another charter school that's good! Help me pray!!!

Friends...
As I sit here and think of what I've been through in the past week, the thing that sticks in my head are the actions of my friends! God has been so good to me! He has chosen only the best for me! I don't even know how to begin! My family has also been right by me to encourage me and let me know they are praying! Renee bringing me coffee and food up at the hospital. My parents bribing food. Celeste bringing her love and prayers (and the cute balloon and stuffed animal). It all got me through the rough patch! Although it's not all over and we are still fighting the sickness a little... We are way better than we were before.. And I know that is only because of the love and prayers of friends and family!

Finally home...
So we finally get home some where around 2am. It's like 2:30am when I get in bed. The baby tosses and turns all night and cries. My other boys are up by like 7:30 or 8:00 because they slept like 5-6 hrs in the car. So I drag my tired self out of bed and Gentury cried all morning. Nothing I did could make him stop. Finally got him to sleep and I've got a pounding headache! Will be so glad to return to normal! Pray this week goes good and I get all my stuff done!

Ok ok ok...
So today sent this trip over the edge! I've been ready to be home for like a week! Sam finally got into town and that made me happy! But I was ready to be home still! So we go to my uncles and have a great visit... And are finally headed home! Then the weather has been crazy and we got a flat tire... Took almost 2 hrs to do that! Then wind and rain and a little hail... Bad day! Hope tomorrow is better

Ok... Done!!!
At some points I am done with this trip! especially yesterday! It snowed and was freezing so we couldn't go any where or really do anything! The boys were driving me nuts! Then today it was just plain freezing! It got all the way up to 19*!!! I am looking forward to Friday and Sunday! Friday we drive to CO springs... Lots more to do...lol! Then Sunday my hubby flies in! I miss him ssooooo much! You don't realize what you have until it's gone! And he's been away tttoooo long! I always knew I had a great husband... But man now I really know how much God really blessed me!
Well sounds like all the kids are asleep! I am gonna be heading to lala land now... Will update later :-)

Wowsers...
So I am on my way to Las Animas CO! Got the car loaded down with my parents, me, my 4 kids and all the luggage to go with it! Dallas keeps asking where we are going and we say CO... Hr says no I want to go to Las Vegas! Then he told us he want Brandon to stay in CO and his papi too! Man that kid is a brat sometimes! Then we'll see a train and try and get him to look and he won't.. Then we say fin don't look it's gonna leave anyways an he'll be like, no I can see it I can see it! Crazy kid! Reverse psychology works great on him...lol! Will keep posted on this trip... Pray I have good service...lol

What a day...
Today has been quite a day! With the passing of Bro Haney comes saddness and joy at the same time! It's sad because he was such a great example! A truely great man in every aspect! I've already missed him in church! Looking over to where he used to sit and him not bring there! Him not smiling at us and talking to the boys, making them like the only ones in the world! But then there is the joy of knowing where he is, and if we strive to do out best we'll be there with him some day! And knowing he's no longer in pain! He's been healed in the most amazing way possible! I'm gonna miss him and have already shed many tears!

Ok already...
So ready for this sickness to leave! My baby has been really sick! That's the only thing I hate about the cold weather! I hope you all are doing good and don't catch this awful bug! On a better note: had awesome church tonight! Bro Mikael Berrier did a great job! It's always good when you know the annointing is there! God is awesome! He always knows what we need to hear!!!