God is good...
There have been so many things that have been happening in life lately! It seems one thing after another! I'm sure everyone experiences that! But through everything going on and the waves of life my mind has been on Jesus! I'm not bragging or trying to be better than anyone else! It's shocking to me in ways to...lol! About a year and a half ago I went through a major trial and it was difficult for me to turn to God! But this time I find myself talking to Him and turning to His word! I think about how He's keeping me and carrying me when I feel I can't walk anymore! It's been life changing! Today Sam and I were talking about his job, which right now is a sore subject! They are changing things around and Sam is loosing business! It's also contract year and with the economy the way it is everyone is scared... But I'm so thankful God has given me a peace! I just know some how some way everything is gonna be just fine! Believe me I'm human and have my faults... But I'm gonna come out and shine brighter than ever! So although I'm not perfect, He is!!! And I know everything is happening for a reason! And some where I'm gonna look back and learn from this!

Stuff...
Well I am just laying here not wanting to get up! The whole house is sweet silence! Something that don't happen often around here...lol! I could just close my eyes and go back to the wonderful world of sleep! But I know that God has something great in store today at church! love to walk into church and feel His presence there! He has blessed me in so many ways I can't count them all! One is my husband! He is awesome! And last night we bought new furniture! So excited! We have been married almost 10 yrs and we've never had to buy furniture because people have always given us nice stuff... But it was really nice going and getting something new! Hopefully my boys don't kill my joy within the first few days and do something to it...lol! So now I'm off to get ready for church and see what's in store there! Have a blessed Sunday!

Life...
So today on the way to take my kids to school I was thinking. (which doesn't come easy...lol). I was thinking how it looks like the sickness is finally leaving my house and other things are falling into place as well! I thought, wow maybe finally life is gonna run smooth for awhile! Then when I pick my kids up from school their teacher hands me a letter and is in tears! I read the letter after I left and they are closing the school! Really?? I mean what am I gonna do! I don't wanna send them to regular public school! And I can't afford Christian school! I hope I can find another charter school that's good! Help me pray!!!

Friends...
As I sit here and think of what I've been through in the past week, the thing that sticks in my head are the actions of my friends! God has been so good to me! He has chosen only the best for me! I don't even know how to begin! My family has also been right by me to encourage me and let me know they are praying! Renee bringing me coffee and food up at the hospital. My parents bribing food. Celeste bringing her love and prayers (and the cute balloon and stuffed animal). It all got me through the rough patch! Although it's not all over and we are still fighting the sickness a little... We are way better than we were before.. And I know that is only because of the love and prayers of friends and family!